You Didn't Even Notice

Seems you didnt even notice
the pain in my text
the reasons id ask to see you
but simply moved on to the next
conversation at hand
denied my demand
for your attention
did i forget to mention
i text again
as a friend
didnt you care to know my pain
see if id be ok driving at night in the rain
were you that busy could you have been that focused?
that you didnt even notice?

Seems you didnt even notcie
that i came home just for you
to make sure all was cool
and ensure joy cometh soon
but by the counter 12 of noon
with simple hello and goodbye
my heart broke as yours left the room
sad to say but on that day i was tired
drove hours and miles
and thought it to be worth while
until then
but sucked it up and pressed on
next day i smiled
hid my hurting to see you happy
but you didnt even notice

SO IM BITTER YES I AM
AND I HAVE RIGHT
NOT TO GIVE A DAMN
BUT ....I DO

So what do i do?
when all i want
is all i cant get
and idk if you fail to show it
or simply forget

that i NEED to be NOTICED